Screaming for the voice inside
my mind,
The confident streak that I can’t find.
Stuck with the placid, I want to be free,
Show you the fiery side no one can see.
The confident streak that I can’t find.
Stuck with the placid, I want to be free,
Show you the fiery side no one can see.
Fear? Respect? It’s too hard to
tell,
As if I’m under the boring
bugger spell.
Where is it hidden? Where has
it gone?
Too long since this fiery beacon has shone.
Too long since this fiery beacon has shone.
Perhaps a combination of
starting anew
Taking time to let the real me
through.
Maybe the people I loved
brought it out,
Those gone from my life I can’t
live without.
Singing, jokes and laughter all
died
For hours I have thought of
this and cried.
Deep conversations, the
occasional hug,
Now a wry smile and a casual
shrug.
I hear those around me
drunkenly chant,
Whilst I sit at my keyboard and
lyrically rant.
Wishing there was a way that I
could connect
Every part of my being I’ve had
to dissect.
It is often the case, that one
quote can seize me,
“Nothing in this world worth having comes easy”
“Nothing in this world worth having comes easy”
So I shall not give up this
search without fight,
To find the spark that allows my soul to ignite.
To find the spark that allows my soul to ignite.
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